Fighting the battle with the current interest: Absolutely the most attractive man i have met in a long time! From the moment he walked into the bar i knew i had to know him! The best part was my two best friends i work with took one look at him and instantly looked at me, they knew he was right up my alley! Beautiful eyes, perfect smile and great jaw line :), besides the physical attributes he has a great heart and is laid back and easy to be around.
But with all great things there comes a price and his flaw is he is emotionally unavailable. Few months out of a serious long term and "not looking for a relationship". I understand that place in your life when your just not ready. I have been there and i let go the single most important guy in my life and remember the crushing feeling when i found out he was engaged. I knew i had messed up and messed up in the biggest way possible.
I keep trying to find more flaws to turn myself off to the idea of him and the more i try the harder i realize he is a great guy. Nothing bad to say about him! I just have to walk away from him and maybe if the right time ever syncs up we might be able to give it a chance. I just have this awesome way of attracting all the wrong guys... Can some one please steer me in the right direction?! I swear this is why i have such a black heart!
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